Poetry N Motion

 I need that moment © 06/01/2014

 (For the guy I once thought was real but found out was a figure of my imagination)

That specific moment when you hear my pain
Not with the instrument that is specially made to hear my yearnings
But with the figurative organ that beats life into you
I want the moment that is inevitable
Only if your love is truly consumed with me
I need that time of the day when all your thoughts rest on my whereabouts
Wondering if my day is amazing
And the magnificent moment I have had
There are those moments that can be captured
Yet not what I want
I want the moment that cannot be expressed with words
The feelings that you wish could last
But in reality we know it can't
So we make the best of it
And love til our hearts are numb from over zealousness
Is this the engulfing love that I will receive from you
Will this be the moment in my life I surrender
I bow to the will our another's love
Making myself a priority because
He wants it like that
Do I bath in the idea of you speaking words of nostalgia
Reminiscing on the childhood love
Where I place your face on ever former lover I had
Only replaying the honeymoon stage of the relationship
Just for a specific feeling that with you
I believe will last past that stage
To remain with of for a lifetime
So to this I say Yes
I have found my one
The entity that would complete me
The pieces that have been torn away
From the love of ignorant
Unworthy past ones
Those pieces you are not only repairing
You have renovated my entire introverted love
The system that was shut down and only operational when testing for repairs
You have started a remodeling within me
Exploring for possibly bleeds from unknown or unseen places
You have helped me
Be able to see what I have blocked out
Believing that it wasn't possible
My request is that you continue
Because with you I feel alive again
And being alive feels like a new beginning....